Thoughts that are running through me....
"To be love or to love some one" is never easy. It really take courage for one to take the step to learn the journey. At times wen i feel hopeless about it , the movie"Sweet November" will always be the one that i will watch. It really does portary the 'live in the moment" Statment. To feel helpless at times really makes me feel so small, not to be able to show the true-self is so pain.

I feel the pain that she goes through and that allows me to cry (like a big bb). Learning not to love someone is so diffcult but wen one cant even know wat the other feel and think, there is really no point in the relationship. IT end up just like an empty shell, so hollow and cold. The only thing that give the comfort would be the voice of the sea which seem to be weeping with you wen you cry.

What ever the results maybe lets just ....................................

Good nite......